Gas shut-off notice: help Saad pay $50

The gas account is 3 months behind. I received a disconnection notice that says service will be cut off on September unless I pay $50. I have never been late before my partner leaving the household. I called the provider and asked about a payment plan, but they need a down payment of $15 first, which I don't have. I live with two young children, and going through the cold months without gas isn't safe. We can't cook, keep medicine cold or heat the home. I'm working on getting back on my feet, and will pay forward whatever help I can once I'm steady. The money will go directly to the utility provider, and I'll post the paid statement here. Where the $50 goes: • Heating arrears: $30 • Reconnection and late fees: $10 • Down payment on a payment plan: $10 Thank you so much. - Saad