Electricity and water shut-off notice: help Cristina pay $200

The electricity and water account is 4 months behind. I received a disconnection notice that says service will be cut off on September unless I pay $200. I have never been late before my partner leaving the household. I called the provider and asked about a payment plan, but they need a down payment of $45 first, which I don't have. I live with a disabled brother, and going through the cold months without electricity and water isn't safe. We can't cook, keep medicine cold or heat the home. I'm working on getting back on my feet, and will pay forward whatever help I can once I'm steady. The money will go directly to the utility provider, and I'll post the paid statement here. Where the $200 goes: • Heating arrears: $95 • Reconnection and late fees: $35 • Down payment on a payment plan: $70 Please ask me anything in the questions section. I'll answer honestly and quickly.